Sadhusongho

Sadhusongho
Sadhusongho (The Third Home), a collection of Short Stories by Reza Ghatok, published by Al-Amin Prokashoni in February 2011, Cover photo: The Moses by Michel Angelo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

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Ñ cqmv AvbwQm †Zv?
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Ñ K‡Zv AvbwQm?
Ñ Av‡M KI wZb nvZ ZvMv Avi GKUv j‡R‡Ýi `vg K‡Zv?
Ñ ZzB K‡Zv AvbwQm, ïwb?
Ñ bv, Zzwg Av‡M `vg KI?
Ñ gvgviZv LvwZ LvwZ Q¨vgovi wnmve `¨vwL‡Qv? KZvq KZvq wnmve! K¨vWv †Zv‡i G‡Zv wnmve wknvq‡i?
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17 wW‡m¤^i 2002

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