Sadhusongho

Sadhusongho
Sadhusongho (The Third Home), a collection of Short Stories by Reza Ghatok, published by Al-Amin Prokashoni in February 2011, Cover photo: The Moses by Michel Angelo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Bekar Apohoron


If you want to make peace with your enemy, you have to work with your enemy.
Then he becomes your partner
Nelson Mandela
 
 










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