Sadhusongho

Sadhusongho
Sadhusongho (The Third Home), a collection of Short Stories by Reza Ghatok, published by Al-Amin Prokashoni in February 2011, Cover photo: The Moses by Michel Angelo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Eksho Takar Note Bonam Noya Film Director


A friend to all is a friend to none
                                     Aristotle

 






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Ñ K¨v‡bv? Avmv jvM‡e? Rev‡e Rvwb‡Z Pvwnj Rvwgj|
Ñ gyW jvM‡e, Rvwbm †Zv gyW bv Avm‡j Avgvi KvgB nq bv|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q AvBZvwQ| c¨v‡b‡j em‡Z w`we †Zv †`v¯—?
Ñ bv, IBUv Qvov Avi hv PvI| c¨v‡b‡j Avwg Avgvi evc‡iI em‡Z w`gy bv|
Ñ †MB‡U KBqv ivwnm, bB‡j G‡Zv ivB‡Z Avevi d¨vmv‡` ci“g †`v¯—|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q, ZzB gvj wbqv AvBmv ci| Avwg wLPzwi cvKv‡bvi `vwqZ¡ wbjvg| Avi †kvb †`v¯—, LvgvLv †`wi Kwim bv| ZvovZvwo Avwnm|
Ñ I‡K †`v¯—| AvBZvwQ| ZzB wLPzwi cvKvB‡Z ïi“ Ki|

4.
†jvW‡kwWs‡qi AÜKv‡i wKQzB Kwi‡Z cvwij bv bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg| wSg gvwiqv Z›`ªvq †mvdvi g‡a¨B GKUv cvwLi Nyg w`j †m| Avi ZLb IB †Quov GKkÕ UvKvi †bvUUv AvR mvivw`b †hme weo¤^bvq †dwjqvwQj Zvnv †h‡bvev †Nv‡ii g‡a¨ Av‡iKevi d¬¨vke¨vK nBj| Mvj©‡d«Û PzgwKi m‡½ †`Lv nBqvwQj ewjqv bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±‡ii GB hvÎv gyLi¶v nBqvwQj| PzgwK Avev‡iv LyDe †Rvi Kwi‡Z‡Q gv nBevi e¨vcv‡i| evsjv‡`‡ki mgvR e¨e¯’vq AweevwnZ GKUv †g‡q †¯^”Qvq gv nB‡Z Pvq Ggyb e¨vcvi fvev hvq? bvwK GBUv PzgwKi †Kv‡bv Amr D‡Ïk¨ PwiZv_© Kwievi gZje? cj Gg †Rg‡mi GLb UvKv cqmv Av‡Q| wdj¥ evbv‡bv ïi“ Kwiqv‡Q| fwel¨‡Z evsjv‡`‡ki GKRb eo wdj¥ wW‡i±i wnmv‡e wb‡Ri bvgUv wjLvB‡Z hvB‡Z‡Q| Zvnvi ev”Pvi gv nBevi Lv‡qm A‡bK †g‡qi g‡a¨B D`q nB‡e| Avi KvRwU Av‡eM w`qv fv‡jvevmvi wm¤^j wnmv‡e PzgwK GLb Kwiqv ivwL‡Z Pvq| bvwK GBUv w`qv fwel¨‡Z bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i‡K Uªv‡d †dwjevi GKUv cwiKíbv PzgwKi gv_vq NyicvK LvB‡Z‡Q? bB‡j Av‡M †Kv‡bvw`b †Zv PzgwK GBiKg D™¢U cÖ¯—ve †`q bvB| bvwK ZLb R¨v‡gi UvKv cqmv wQj bv| eÜz‡`i Puv`vi UvKvq †Kv‡bviK‡g †Zjv‡cvKvi g‡Zv Rxebhvcb KwiZ| GLb R¨vg A‡bK UvKv cqmvi gvwjK| wµ‡qwUf eyw×myw×I ZvK jvMv‡bvi g‡Zv| wdj¥ wnU Kwi‡jB evsjv‡`k GKRb weL¨vZ gvbyl‡K bZzb Kwiqv cvB‡e| Avi †mB my‡hvM‡K LyDe eyw×gZvi m‡½B wb‡Ri Kwiqv †bIqvi Rb¨ PzgwK GLb †ec‡ivqv nBqv wMqv‡Q? PzgwKi Avmj D‡Ïk¨ Kx nB‡Z cv‡i? Avm‡j †m Kx Pvq? Ny‡gi †Nv‡iB jvdvBqv DwVj bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg PzgwKi eZ©gvb †cÖwgK cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg| wKQz¶Y †mvdvq ewmqv Ny‡gi †Nv‡i †`Lv PzgwKi e¨vcviLvbv wbqv AvKvk cvZvj wPš—v Kwij R¨vg| PzgwKi Avmj D‡Ïk¨ Kx nB‡Z cv‡i? nVvr Zvnvi gv nBevi Lv‡q‡mi wcQ‡b Kx Kx KviY _vwK‡Z cv‡i? AÜKv‡iB R¨vg GKUv wmLv‡iU aivBj Avi PzgwKi D‡Ïk¨ wbqv fvwe‡Z _vwKj| B‡jKwUªwmwU Avi Rvwgj †h‡bvev nvZ aivawi KwiqvB Avwmj| `iRv Lywjqv R¨vg AvMš‘‡Ki D‡Ï‡k¨ cÖkœ KwijÑ gvj AvbwQm †Zv? g‡b g‡b wm×vš— wbqv ivwLqv‡Q hw` Rvwgj gvj Qvov Av‡m Zvn‡j wKQz¶Y AvÇv gvwiqv Zvnvi cÖ¯’vb wbwðZ Kwi‡e| Zvn‡j iv‡Z Aš—Z wd‡j¥i GwWwUs wel‡q Av‡iv GKUz AvMÖmi nIqv hvB‡e| R¨vg‡K †Vwjqv N‡i XywK‡Z XyK‡Z Rvwgj †dvob KvwUjÑ Avevi wRsMvq?
Rev‡e bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i KwnjÑ ZzB gvj evbv, Avwg wLPzwi emvB|
Ñ wLPzwi evbvwe? AvPvi Av‡Q †Zv †`v¯—? Rvwgj Rvwb‡Z Pvq|
Ñ RjcvB Avi gwi‡P Pj‡e †Zv?
Ñ Pj‡e Pj‡e| †Zvi nv‡Zi wLPzwi Ggwb‡B eûZ ¯^v` nq‡i †`v¯—|
Zvici `yBRb `yB N‡i `yB ai‡Yi wLPzwi evbvB‡Z ewmqv †Mj| gvj-gmjv †iwW Kwiqv Pzjvq wLPzwi emvBqv R¨vg Avwmqv Rvwg‡ji mvg‡b †mvdvq ewmj| †mvdvq †djv‡bv GKkÕ UvKvi †bvUUv nv‡Z wbqv R¨vg gyPwK gyPwK nvwmj| wb‡Ri †Pvqv‡ji m‡½ GKkÕ UvKvi †bvUUv wKQz¶Y Pvwcqv awij R¨vg| Zvici Rvwg‡ji D‡Ï‡k¨ KwnjÑ †`, gvj †`|
Ñ Kx n‡q‡Q ej †Zv? PzgwKi mv‡_ †`Lv nBwQj? Rvwg‡ji ¯^fvemyjf †KŠZznjx cÖkœ|
GKUv MuvRvi w÷K aivB‡Z aivB‡Z GB mg‡qi e¨¯—Zg bexb cwiPvjK Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg wVK GKRb Fwli fw½‡Z †PvL eÜ Ae¯’vq †gi“`Ê †mvRv Kwiqv ewmj| MuvRvi w÷‡K Uvb gvwievi mgq Wvb nvZwU ïay h‡š¿i g‡Zv Zvnvi †VuvU ch©š— I‡V| Uvb †kl nB‡j MuvRvi w÷K aiv nvZUv Avevi †Kv‡ji Dc‡i bvwgqv Av‡m| †PvL eÜ Ae¯’vqB bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i eÜz Rvwg‡ji cÖ‡kœi Reve w`‡Z _v‡KÑ n¨v †`Lv nBwQj|
Zv PzgwK Kx KBjÑ Rvwgj cvëv cÖkœ Kwi‡Z Kwi‡Z evbv‡bv MuvRvi w÷K¸‡jv GKUv †ebmb G¨vÛ †n‡RR wmLv‡i‡Ui ev‡· ivwLj|
`¨ Iì IqvBb Bb G wbD †evZjÑ ewjqv nvZ evovBqv Rvwgj‡K R¡jš— MuvRvi w÷KUv †`q R¨vg| fveLvbv Ggyb †h‡bvev ˆKjvmwUjvq ¯^qs Fwl evwj¥Kx GLb a¨vb¯’| w÷K wb‡Z wb‡Z Rvwg‡ji ZLb cvëv cÖkœÑ we‡q Ki‡Z Pvq?
Ñ †bv, hxïi gv nB‡Z Pvq|
Ñ mgvR Zv gvBb¨v †b‡e?
Ñ IUv bvwK Ii e¨vcvi|
Ñ g¨v‡Wvbvi Pwi‡Î K‡gvjv| evn evn d¨v›UvmwUK| Zv ZzB Kx KBwj?
Ñ Zvi Av‡M ej †Zv, gvw_b Avi Bfv eªvD‡bi g‡a¨ †K †ewk wi‡qj? †Zvi Kv‡K †ewk wmwiqvm g‡b nq, Rvwgj?
Ñ K¨v‡bv? ZzB Kx wnUjvi nB‡Z Pvm?
Ñ M`©f! †cvc Rbcj IqvR cv‡mm A¨vI‡q Bb †m›U wcUvm©evM© G¨vÛ bvD †`qvi BR G †MÖU Ackb ...nv nv nv ...
Ñ †cv‡ci Rb¨ `iLv¯— Kiwe bvwK? ZvB‡j †Zvi wdj¥ evbv‡bvi Kx n‡e?
Ñ B‡qm †d«BÛ| AvB Iqv›U Uz jvf gvB Wvwj©s ...
Ñ †Zvi RvqMvq Avwg nB‡j PzgwKi cÖ¯—v‡e ivRx nBZvg|
Ñ AvBm BR †Kvì, jvf BR Iì evU R¨vg BR wmIi, BD DBj we †evì ...nv nv nv ... ... ...
Ñ wLPzwi‡Z g‡b nq †cvov jvM‡Q? Pzjv Kgvm wb? Rvwg‡ji g„`y DrKÉv|
nb nb Kwiqv †mB †cvov M‡Üi w`‡KB nuvUv awij R¨vg| Avi Rvwgj Av‡iKUv MuvRvi w÷K aivB‡Z Av‡iv †ewk †h‡bvev gb‡hvMx ZLb| Zvici wgwbU wZ‡b‡Ki g‡a¨B Iiv msev`cÎ weQvBqv Zvnvi Dc‡i ewmqv wLPzwi mvevi Kwi‡Z jvwMqv †Mj|
Ñ Avi hv ewjm †`v¯—, PzgwK wKš‘ G‡Zv †Uw÷ wLPzwi cvKvB‡Z cvi‡e bv| ZzB kv-jv, mwZ¨B GKUv AvRe gvj| AvB K¨vb P¨v‡jÄ? Rvwgj wLPzwii Ag„Z ¯^v‡`i cÖksmvq ZLb cÂgyL| Rev‡e bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i `vwe KwijÑ †cÖgUv wVKVvK _vK‡j ZzBI fv‡jv wLPywi cvKv‡Z cviwe| hv`y Uv`y wKQz bv ...
Ñ nq bv †`v¯—, Kg †Póv KiwQ, ZzB K? Rvwg‡ji Av‡¶c|
Ñ †Póvq †Kv_vI ÎywU Av‡Q †Mv!
Ñ AvB wewjf `¨vU|
Ñ †mv, †nv&qvB BD Avi¸ g¨vb?
wLPzwii cÖm½ cvëvBqv Rvwgj KwnjÑ Avgvi †Zv g‡b nq, PzgwK GL‡bv fvwR©b|
Ñ Avi †Zviv Kzuwo UvKv w`qv Avgv‡K LyDe LvwZi `¨vLvwZ, bv? nVvr R¨v‡gi gv_v Mig nBqv †Mj|
Ñ mÕwi R¨vg| AZxZ _vK bv| Avwg wKš‘ ZL‡bv †Zv‡iB mv‡cvU© KiZvg| †Zvi wgDwRK †K Ki‡Q †i? Rvwg‡ji nvjKv cÖkœ|
Ñ AwgZ|
Ñ GKUv wgDwRK †mUAv‡c AvRKvj K‡Zv jv‡M‡i? Rvwg‡ji †KŠZznjx cÖkœ|
Ñ AwgZ fv‡jv ej‡Z cvi‡e|
Ñ ûg| IB kv-jv-i GKUv A¨vjevg evBi Kiv `iKvi| Rvwgj ¯^‡Mvw³ Kwij|

5.
wLPzwi LvIqv †kl Kwiqv Iiv Avev‡iv `yBR‡b `yBUv MuvRvi w÷K aivBj| Zvici Iiv Ô`¨ †iBwb Mvj©Õ-Gi GwWwUs fvm©b †`wL‡Z ewmj| bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rg‡mi dv÷© Qwe Ô`¨ †iBwb Mvj©Õ| Qwei ev”Pv¸‡jv mevB fvB‡evb A_ev eÜz‡`i †Q‡j‡g‡q| el©v, cvZv, `xc, eveyB, AvRvi, wRbv, eveyB, UBUB, Kve¨, PP©v, AN©¨, A‰_B, mvay, hy³, †hŠ_, Acvi, Av`k©, AwiÎ, RwqZv, †gŠjx, †gŠix, Dg©x, RyuB Ges bxj| Avi bvg f~wgKvq R¨v‡gi eZ©gvb jvfvi PzgwK| MíUv G‡Kev‡iB mv`vgvUv wKš‘ mevB LyDe fv‡jv Awfbq Kwiqv‡Q| G‡Kev‡i ¯^fvemyjf Awfbq| Ô`¨ †iBwb Mv‡j©iÕ MíwU nBjÑ
B¯‹z‡j hvBevi Rb¨ †iwW wkjy Avcv| GLb bv¯—v Kwiqv †mvRv B¯‹z‡j iIbv nB‡eb| Av‡M †iwW nIqv, c‡i bv¯—v KivUv wkjy Avcvi Af¨vm| WvBwbs †Uwe‡j wkjy Avcv bv¯—v LvB‡Z emv gvÎB we`y¨r Pwjqv †Mj| wKš‘ ZvB ewjqv mKvj †ejv G‡Ëv AÜKvi ? †Pqvi Qvwoqv DwVqv wkjy Avcv GKUv Rvbvjv Lywjqv w`‡jb| AvKv‡k GKUv DuwKI w`‡jb| Igv! AvKvk †`wL fvw½qv cwo‡e †eva nBj! GLb Dcvq? Av‡M QvZvUv †LuvRv hvKÑ weoweo Kwiqv GKvB K_v ewj‡Z‡Qb wkjy Avcv| wKš‘ Agb fyZz‡i AÜKv‡i wkjy Avcv QvZv LyuwR‡eb †Kv_vq ? bvwK Zvi Av‡M UP©jvBU LuywR‡eb? WvBwbs †Uwej †dwjqv †kvevi N‡i XywK‡jb wkjy Avcv| e¨vUvwi Av‡Q †Zv ? wb‡R‡K wb‡R cÖkœ K‡ib wkjy Avcv| IqviWª‡ci Ic‡i mvaviYZ UP©jvBUv _v‡K| †mLv‡b nvZ w`qv †`‡LbÑ bvB| GBevi Dcvq? Av‡M g¨vP LuywR‡Z nB‡e| Avev‡iv IqviWª‡ci Ic‡i AÜKv‡iB nvZvB‡jb wkjy Avcv| hvK evev, g¨vP †Zv cIqv †Mj| g¨vP nv‡Z wbqv wkjy Avcv †`wL‡jb IUvi g‡a¨ gvÎ GKUv KvwV| hv †LuvRvi GK KvwVi Av¸‡bB LyuwR‡Z nB‡e| g‡b Lye mvnm wbqv KvwVUv R¡vjvB‡jb wkjy Avcv| GK KvwV‡ZB KvR nB‡jv| weQvbvq evwj‡ki cv‡kB UP©jvBUUv| IBUzKz Av‡jv‡ZB NiUv wPKwPK Kwiqv DwV‡jv| UP©jvBU nv‡Z wbqv myBP wUwc‡jb| bv, jvBU R¡wj‡jv bv| G‡Zv¶‡Y wkjy Avcv g‡b Kwi‡Z cvwo‡jbÑ iv‡Z †ek K‡qKevi we`y¨r Pwjqv hvIqvq c‡i UP©jvBUUvi e¨env‡ii K_v| Avi IUv wZwb Af¨vm g‡Zv KLb †h e¨vUvwi DëvBqv ivwLqv‡Qb, GLb Zvnv wb‡RB g‡b Kwi‡Z cvwi‡Z‡Qb bv| Dëv‡bv e¨vUvwi wVK VvK jvMvBqv hLbB myBP wUwc‡jbÑ Agwb AÜKvi NiUv wSwjK gvwiqv DwV‡jv|
Avi wVK Z¶zwb evB‡ii `iRvq Kov bvwoevi kã| UP©jvBU nv‡ZB wkjy Avcv wMqv `iRv Lzwj‡jb| Agwb ûogyo Kwiqv N‡i XywK‡jvÑ cvZv, `xc, eveyB, AvRvi, wRbv, eveyB, UBUB, Kve¨, PP©v, AN©¨, A‰_B, mvay, hy³, †hŠ_, Acvi, Av`k©, AwiÎ, RwqZv, †gŠjx, †gŠix, Dg©x, RyuB Ges bxj| I‡`i w`‡K UP©jvBU gvwiqv wkjy Avcv Rvwb‡Z Pvwn‡jbÑ wK e¨vcvi ? †Zvgiv B¯‹z‡j hvIwb? mevB ZLb †PvLv‡PvwL AvB KbUªv± Kwi‡jv| Kv‡iv gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v bvB| wkjy Avcv jvBU NyivBqv NyivBqv mevi gyL †`wL‡jb| cÖ‡Z¨‡K K_v bv ewjqv gyL eÜ Kwiqv wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ wK †h‡bv Bmviv Kwi‡Z‡Q| wekvj †Kv‡bv inm¨ mevi †Pv‡Lgy‡L| wkjy Avcv wKQzB eywS‡Z cvwi‡jb bv| hvnvi gy‡LB jvBU gv‡ibÑ Agwb †m gyL w`qv cv‡ki Rb‡K Bmviv K‡i| GK ch©v‡q wkjy Avcv A‰ah© nBqv wKQzUv ag‡Ki my‡iB Kwn‡jbÑ K_v e‡jv, bB‡j Avwg wKš‘ †i‡M hvw”Q ? Gevi cvZv Avwmqv mevi mvg‡b `vuovB‡jv| cvZv `yB w`‡K `yB nvZ cÖmvwiZ Kwij| Ab¨iv mevB ZURjw` cvZvi †cQ‡b `yB jvB‡b `vuovBqv cwi‡jv| wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv wRÁvmv Kwi‡jbÑ wK e¨vcvi, wK n‡q‡Q e‡jv‡Zv ? Gevi cvZv gyL Lywj‡jvÑ el©v Avcyi....| cvZv K_v †kl Kwi‡Z cvwi‡jv bv, wkjy Avcv DrKÚvi mv‡_ Rvwb‡Z Pvwn‡jbÑ el©vi wK n‡q‡Q ? †cQb †_‡K `xc ewj‡jvÑ LyDe R¡i| Ñ ïay R¡i ? wkjy Avcv cvëv †duvob KvwU‡jb| bvwK Avi wKQz n‡q‡Q el©vi?
eveyB Reve w`jÑ LyDe R¡i| Lye †Ubkb wbqv wkjy Avcv Rvwb‡Z Pvwn‡jbÑ el©vi KLb †_‡K R¡i?  
UBUB Reve w`jÑ AvR wZb w`b| wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv cÖkœ Kwi‡jbÑ el©v GLb †Kv_vq? Avi †Zvgiv Rvb‡j wKfv‡e? Rev‡e AvRvi ewj‡jvÑ el©v Avcy Zvi bvbxi Kv‡Q, wSbvB`n| AvRv‡ii K_v †kl bv nB‡Z †hŠ_ ewj‡jvÑ aª“e gvgv e‡j‡Q|
Ñ aª“e gvgv‡K †Zvgiv †Kv_vq †c‡j? wkjy Avcv Rvwb‡Z Pvwn‡jb|
Gevi cvZv Reve w`jÑ B¯‹zj gv‡V|
wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv cÖkœ Kwi‡jbÑ B¯‹zj gv‡V aª“e gvgv †Kb Avm‡eb ?
Gi g‡a¨ †Kv‡bv PvjvwK †bB †Zv ? Avgvi wKš‘, †Zvgv‡`i fvwi m‡›`n n‡”Q ...| wkjy Avcvi cÖkœ Kiv †kl nq bv| Gi g‡a¨B Kve¨ ewj‡jvÑ aª“e gvgv‡Zv †ivR `yBevi B¯‹z‡j Av‡mb| AvR dwosgvgvI Avm‡e|
Ñ K¨v‡bv| aª“e gvgv B¯‹z‡j Av‡m K¨v‡bv? dwosgvgvI ev K¨v‡bv  B¯‹z‡j Avm‡e? wkjy Avcv Rvwb‡Z Pvwn‡jb|
ÑK¨v‡bv Avevi ? bvU‡Ki winvimvjÑ `xc †QvÆ Kwiqv Reve w`j|
Gevi wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv ag‡Ki my‡i Kwn‡jbÑ mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jv‡Zv, el©vi wK n‡q‡Q ? Avi aª“e gvgv K¨v‡bv †ivR B¯‹z‡j Av‡mb? wK‡mi bvUK ? bvwK †Zvgiv †Kv‡bv PvjvwK Ki‡Qv? Avwg wKš‘ wg_¨v ejvUv GK`g cQ›` Kwi bv|
Gevi eveyB ewj‡jvÑ meB mwZ¨ Avcv| el©v Avcyi wZb w`b a‡i R¡i| Avi Avgiv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ bvU‡Ki winvimvj KiwQ| GLb el©v Avcy Avm‡jB ky¨wUs ïi“ n‡e| ïwbqv wkjy Avcv Kwn‡jbÑ el©vi †h ej‡j LyDe R¡i| IÕ Avm‡e wKfv‡e ? Rev‡e ZLb Rxbv ewj‡jvÑ dwosgvgvi m‡½ Avm‡e|
GBevi PP©v Kwn‡jvÑ wKš‘ Avgviv Zv wb‡q fvewQ bv|
Ñ Zvn‡j wK wb‡q fve‡Qv †Zvgiv ? wkjy Avcv cvëv cÖkœ Kwi‡jb|
Ñ fvewQ, Avcwb ivwR bv n‡j ... e‡jB PP©v _vwgqv †Mj|
Ñ wK‡m ivwR bv n‡j? wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv cÖkœ Kwi‡jb|
Ñ Awfb‡q ... e‡jB UBUB wgUwgU Kwiqv nvwm‡Z _v‡K|
Ñ wK‡mi Awfbq? wkjy Avcv Avev‡iv Rvwb‡Z Pvb|
Ñ K¨v‡bv, e„wó cvMjxi .. `xc Reve w`j|
Ñ Avwg wKš‘ GL‡bv †Zvgv‡`i K_v wK”Qz eywSwb..| wkjy Avcvi K_v †kl bv nB‡ZB N‡i we`y¨r Avm‡jv| cÖvq m‡½ m‡½B `iRvq GKm‡½ DuwK w`‡jb aª“e gvgv Avi dwosgvgv| †mB w`‡K ZvKvBqv wkjy Avcv Kwn‡jbÑ Avwg wKš‘ †Zvgv‡`i gZje wKQzB eyS‡Z cviwQ bv| †mBw`‡K ZLb Kvnv‡iv †Kv‡bv †Lqvj bvB| aª“e gvgvi `yB nvZ fiwZ wjPz| mevB †mB wjPz‡Z ZLb nvgjv Kwij| GB duv‡K dwosgvgv wkjy Avcv‡K me NUbv Lywjqv Kwn‡jb| e„wó cvMjxi Pwi‡Î Avcbv‡KB Awfbq Ki‡Z n‡e wkjy Avcv| Avi Iiv mevB †Zv Av‡QB| el©vI Avm‡e| wKš‘ el©vi fxlY R¡i| aª“e `vÕ I‡`i mevB‡K wbqv MZ wZb w`b gnov w`‡Qb| GLb Avcwb bv Ki‡j Avgvi .. ..|
wVK Z¶zwb Sg&S&g Kwiqv e„wó bvwg‡jv| Iiv dwosgvgv Avi aª“e gvgvÕi w`‡K GK bRi ZvKvBqv, wkjy Avcv‡K awiqv †Rvi Kwiqv Uvwbqv jBqv bvgvB‡jv evB‡ii e„wó‡Z| AZ¸‡jv †Kvgj nv‡Zi m‡½ GKv wkjy Avcv wK Avi ZLb cv‡i? I‡`i wbqv e„wó‡Z wfuwR‡Z _vwK‡jb wkjy Avcv| Nvi NyivBqv wkjy Avcv GKevi †`wL‡jb †h, Zvnvi QvZv nv‡Z dwosgvgvI D‡Vv‡b bvwg‡Z‡Qb| e„wó‡Z †fuRv `jwUi ga¨ †_‡K AvRvi wPrKvi Kwiqv DwV‡jvÑ aª“e gvgv, el©v Avcy‡K GKUv †dvb K‡i e‡jv, wkjy Avcv ivwR nB‡Q...| Zvici aª“e gvgv †gvevB‡j el©vi m‡½ K_v ewj‡Z _v‡Kb Avi I‡`i e„wó †fuRv †`wL‡Z _v‡Kb....| G‡Zv¶Y B¯‹zj N‡iB jywK‡q wQj el©v| aª“e gvgvi †dvb cvBqv el©v †`Š‡o Avwmqv e„wó †fuRv `jwUi m‡½ hy³ nBj|
Zvici GKUv Mvb ïi“ nq| Iiv Avb‡›` wfwR‡Z _v‡K Avi Mvb MvB‡Z _v‡K| †KD †KD Avb‡›` bvwP‡Z _v‡K| Avi e„wói Dc‡i GbwWs UvB‡Uj DwV‡Z _v‡K|
Ô`¨ †iBwb Mvj©Õ †`Lv †kl nB‡j Rvwgj cÖkœ Kwij R¨vg‡KÑ wkjy Avcvi Pwi‡Î PzgwK‡K wKš‘ †Rvm jvM‡Q †`v¯—|  †d«g e¨vKMÖvDÛ †mU duvUvduvwU nB‡Q| †mU †K Ki‡Q †i?  
bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg GwWU‡ii ReveÑ Avgv‡`i evwÛj|
Ñ Avi mvDÛ †K Ki‡e?
Ñ ivûj Ki‡Z PvB‡Q|
Ñ Avi hv ewjm, kv-jv evwÛj wKš‘ GKUv cÖwZfv!
Ñ ûg|
Ñ ïbjvg, Ii gvM©v‡iU AvmwQj, mwZ¨ bvwK?
Ñ ûg|
Ñ †Zvi m‡½ `¨vLv nB‡Q?
Ñ n¨v|
Ñ †Kgyb †g‡q gvM©v‡iU ej‡Zv? evwÛ‡ji K_v wK e‡j?
Ñ Avgv‡`i †c­‡UvwbK jv‡fi Mí ï‡b gvM©v‡iU †Zv †n‡m cÖvq Lyb| bv †`L‡j ZzB wek¦vm Kiwe bv †`v¯—|
Ñ evwÛj Avi ZzB ïay †`Lwj? Rvwg‡ji †KŠZznjx cÖkœ|
Ñ Av‡i bv, Avgiv cvjvjvg|
Ñ K¨vb, cvjvwj K¨vb?
Ñ IB me Lvwj †Pv‡L mn¨ nq? AvdUvi Aj DB Avi †gbR!
Ñ Av‡i ej bv wK KiwQ‡jv? Rvwgj meUvB ïwb‡Z Pvq|
R¨vg Kw¤úDUvi eÜ Kwi‡Z Kwi‡Z ewjjÑ GLb GKUz †i÷ Ki| ZzB IB i“‡g hv| mKv‡j A‡bK KvR Av‡Q †`v¯—|    

6.
cÖZ¨n †fvi‡ejv nvwZicy‡ji †nv‡Uj BZvwjqvq Mig Mig c‡ivUvi m‡½ Wvj wWg fvwR ev nvjyqv w`qv bv¯—v mvwiqv evmvq Avwmqv NygvBevi Af¨vm cj Gg †Rg‡mi| mviv ivZ KvR Kwievi ci bv¯—v Kwiqv NygvB‡Z hvIqv R¨v‡gi MZ Kzuwo eQ‡ii Af¨vm| jUvwi‡Z Pwj­k j¶ UvKv wRwZevi c‡iI nvRvi e¨¯—Zvi g‡a¨I GB cyi‡bv Af¨vmUv Avi †nv‡Uj BZvwjqvq †fvi‡ejvq Mig Mig c‡ivUv R¨vg Z¨vM Kwi‡Z cv‡i bvB| Zmwjg wgTv †nv‡Uj Pvjy Kwievi Av‡M Mig c‡ivUv LvBevi Rb¨ KL‡bv KL‡bv R¨vg‡K PuvbLvicy‡jI hvB‡Z nB‡Zv| GLb gv‡S g‡a¨ mL Kwiqv PuvbLvicy‡j hvIqv c‡i cyivb XvKvi HwZn¨evnx †Kv‡bv Lvevi LvBevi B”Qv RvwM‡j| bB‡j Zmwjg wgTvi Mig c‡ivUvB †h‡bvev R¨v‡gi Kv‡Q Ag„Z| hLb PvKwi wQj bv, †Kv‡bv ai‡Yi KvRKg©I wQj bv, †Kv‡bv Avq †ivRMviI wQj bv, eÜz‡`i †`Iqv Kzuwo UvKvq w`b PvjvB‡Z nB‡Zv, ZL‡bv R¨v‡gi bv¯—vi wcQ‡b A‡bK LiP nB‡Zv Avi wewbg‡q eÜziv A‡bK e¨½ we`ª“c Kwi‡Z Kmyi Kwi‡Zv bv| ZL‡bv GB Zmwjg wgTvi `vIqvLvbvq †fvi‡ejvi Mig c‡ivUvi bv¯—vq †hgyb myav wQj, Av‡Rv †h‡bvev †mB GKB Ag„Z LyuwRqv cvq bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg| XvKv kn‡i K‡Zv fv‡jv fv‡jv †i÷z‡i›U nBqv‡Q, K‡Zv wQgQvg ¸Qv‡bv cwi¯‹vi cwi”Qbœ f¨vivBwU UvB‡ci †nv‡Uj Awj‡Z Mwj‡Z e¨v‡Oi QvZvi g‡Zv MRvBqv DwVqv‡Q, K‡Zv evnvwi Lvev‡ii f¨vwi‡qkvÝ, K‡Zv d¨v›UvmwUK mvwf©m, K‡Zv iK‡gi my‡hvM myweavÑ me †dwjqv Zz”Q GB Zmwjg wgTvi †nv‡Uj BZvwjqvB †K‡bv †h R¨v‡gi GKgvÎ fimv, Zvnv eÜz‡`i Kv‡Q GL‡bv A‡bKUv in‡m¨i g‡Zvb| †mB in‡m¨i †Kv‡bv K~j wKbviv cvq bv Rvwgj| Av‡Rv R¨v‡gi m‡½ †fvi‡ejvi bv¯—v GB Zmwjg wgTvi †nv‡Uj BZvwjqvq LvB‡Z nB‡e eywS‡Z cvwiqv †gRvR A‡bKUv Lvivc Kwiqv PzcPvc †Uwe‡j ewmqv cwij Rvwgj| Zvnvi gy‡LvgywL ewmqv‡Q GB mg‡qi bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg| Zmwjg wgTv †nv‡U‡j bvB| ZvB GKv wjUb-B mewKQz mvgjvB‡ZwQj| Kv‡iv gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v bvB †Kej PzcPvc wWg Avi c‡ivUv LvB‡Z _v‡K `yBRb| R¨vg †Pv‡Li Bkvivq wjUb‡K Kv‡Q WvwKj| Ñ GBLv‡b Av‡iKUv wWg †`, Avi Avgv‡i GKUv c‡ivUv| wjUb PzcPvc ïwbqv Pzjvi Kv‡Q hvq| †h DËß †Lvjv Wvwjqvq G‡Zv¶Y wjUb c‡ivUv fuvwR‡ZwQj †mBUvi Dc‡i GKUv wWg fvwOqv Qvwoqv †`q| GKUz jeb wQUvBqv †`q fvOv wW‡gi Dci| j¤^v nvZzwj w`qv wWgUv LyBe `¶ nv‡ZB wU‡bi wcwi‡P bvgvBqv †Uwe‡j w`qv PzcPvc Avevi Pzjvi w`‡K hvq wjUb| GBevi R¨vg wjU‡bi D‡Ï‡k¨ GKUv cÖkœ Qzwoqv †`qÑ wjUb m¨v‡ii wK gb Lvivc?
wjUb †Kv‡bv Reve w`j bv| wcuqvR gwi‡Pi m‡½ jeb w`qv Av‡iKUv wWg evwU‡Z ¸jvBqv Zvnv Mig Wvwjqvq Qvwoqv †`q| Avi c‡ivUv DëvBqv †`q| Rvwgj‡K wWg †cvR mvf© Kwievi mgq wjUb †Lqvj KwiqvwQj R¨v‡gi wWgI cÖvq †kl nBqv Avwmqv‡Q| ZvB AW©vi bv _vwK‡jI wjUb eywS‡Z cv‡i GKUz c‡iB Zvnvi R¨vg fvBI Av‡iKUv wWg gvg‡jU Kwievi Ave`vi Kwi‡eb| ZvB G¨vWfvÝ Kwiqv Kvg AvMvBqv ivwL‡Z‡Q wjUb| gvÎ †Z‡iv eQ‡i IB `yBUv Kv‡R wjU‡bi †Kv‡bv Rywo †bB| G‡°ev‡i cv°v eveywP© Kvg †gwmqvi wjUb GKB m‡½ `yBUv †c­‡U Kwiqv wWg Avi c‡ivUv Avwbqv hLbB R¨vg‡`i †Uwe‡j ivwLj| Z¶zwY R¨vg Avevi cÖkœ KwijÑ †Zvi gvwjK †KvB?
Ñ KvIivb evRvi M¨v‡Q| wjU‡bi †QvÆ Reve|
Ñ ¸W| †Zv, Kx Rb¨ †Zvi gb Lvivc? bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i cj Gg †Rg‡mi cvëv cÖkœ|
Ñ ivB‡Z Avg‡b hvI‡bi ci, †nq Avgv‡i gvi‡Q| ewjqvB Nv‡g †fuRv gqjv †bvsiv †MwÄUv Nvo ch©š— DuPvBqv wjUb R¨vg‡K gvB‡ii `vM †`LvB‡Z _v‡K|
Ñ gvB‡ii †nZz?
Ñ Avg‡bi †mB †Quov U¨vnv|
Ñ Avev‡iv †Zv‡i gvi‡Q?
Ñ †R I¯—v`|
Ñ †kvb, ZzB Avi GKUz mn¨ Ki| `¨vL I‡i Avwg Kx Kwi|  
Ñ Avg‡b Avgv‡i wm‡bgvq †bb I¯—v`| GBLv‡bi PvB‡Z †ewk LvUzg| †nqvi gvBi Avgvi Avi mn¨ nq bv|
Ñ †b‡ev †b‡ev| Avi KÕUv w`b Qeyi Ki|
wVK †mB ch©v‡q KvIivbevRvi nB‡Z evRvi nv‡Z Kwiqv †mLv‡b Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nBj Zi“Y †nv‡Uj gvwjK Zmwjg wgTv| eqm evBk eQi nB‡jI G‡Kev‡i Kvbvq Kvbvq †mqvbv| wjUb Zvnvi gvwj‡Ki nvZ nB‡Z evRv‡ii _wj wbqv ZiKvwi Avjv`v Kwievi Kv‡R e¨¯— nBqv cwij| Zmwjg wgTv †mvRv wMqv K¨v‡k ewmj| GB mewKQzB †h‡bvev †ivRKvi g‡ZvB NwU‡Z‡Q| GKUv cuvPk UvKvi †bvU evwni Kwiqv bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg K¨vk †Uwe‡ji w`‡K AvMvB‡Z AvMvB‡Z Rvwb‡Z PvwnjÑ K‡Zv‡i?
Icvk nB‡Z ZiKvwi Avjv`v Kwievi Kv‡R fxlY e¨¯— wjUb Reve w`jÑ lvBU, wZb Kzuwo|
Zmwjg wgTv R¨v‡gi nvZ †_‡K cuvPk UvKvi †bvUUv wbqv eyK c‡K‡U XyKvBj| K¨vk †_‡K `yBUv Kzuwo UvKvi †bvU Avi `yBUv GKkÕ UvKvi †bvU evwni Kwiqv R¨v‡gi nv‡Z w`qv Ave`v‡ii my‡i KwnjÑ `yB‡kvÕ ivB‡Z wb‡qb em|
bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨v‡gi Dnv‡Z Af¨vm nBqv wMqv‡Q| wnmve hvnvB nDK bv †K‡bv mewKQz R¨v‡gi g‡b bv _vwK‡jI wjUb wVKB g‡b iv‡L| Avi Zmwjg wgTv hvnv‡Z R¨vg‡K †Kv‡bvfv‡eB wnmv‡e VKvB‡Z bv cv‡i Zvnvi Rb¨ GK †QvÆ wjUbB h‡_ô| ZvB R¨vg PzcPvc UvKvUv c‡K‡U ivwLqv nuvUv awij| Zvnvi wcQ‡b wcQ‡b Rvwgj| I‡`i Pwjqv hvIqv c‡_i w`‡K ZvKvBqv †gwmqvi Kvg eveywP© wjUb Avev‡iv wgUwgU Kwiqv nvwm‡Z _vwKj|

7.
wZj‡Ki Mwji gy‡L Avwmqv Rvwgj Ave`vi KwijÑ Avwg eis evmvZ hvB| †ewe AvR wPUvMvs hv‡e| Avgv‡K KgjvcyiI hvB‡Z n‡e| Rev‡e R¨vg KwnjÑ wVK Av‡Q hv| Avwg GKUz NygvB|
gv_v PzjKvB‡Z PzjKvB‡Z Rvwgj Rvwb‡Z PvwnjÑ †ewe †Zv wPUvMvs hv‡”Q| mܨvq Avgvi evmvq Avm‡Z cvwim?
bqv wdj¥ wW‡i±i Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨vg eÜz Rvwg‡ji K_vi A_© PU KwiqvB awi‡Z cv‡i| †PvLvPzwL nvwm‡Z eySvBqv w`j n¨v mܨvq †Zvi evmvq Avwm‡ZwQ| Rvwg‡ji Kgjvcyi hvBevi Bw½‡Z R¨vg eywS‡Z cv‡i I wKQz GKUv ewj‡Z Pvwn‡Z‡Q| wKš‘ cvËv bv w`qv ïay KwnjÑ I‡K Avmyg †b| Rev‡e Rvwgj mivmwi KwnjÑ ZvB‡j gv‡ji G¨vWfvÝ Ki|
R¨vg c‡K‡U nvZ w`j| Rvwgj‡K †gvov‡bv GKkÕ UvKvi GKUv †bvU w`qv Avev‡iv evmvi w`‡K nuvUv awij| evmvi `iRvi mvg‡b Avwmqv Pvwei Rb¨ Avev‡iv c‡K‡U nvZ XyKvB‡jv R¨vg| PvweÕi m‡½ DwVqv Avwmj GKUv GKkÕ UvKvi †bvU| †bvUUv †Quov Avi Km †Uc w`qv AvUKv‡bv| Avi Dnv‡ZB bexb cwiPvjK Kvg GwWUi cj Gg †Rgm Ii‡d R¨v‡gi †PvL w¯’i AvUwKqv iwnj|                 

KuvVvjevMvb, XvKv| 21 GwcÖj 2007 

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