Sadhusongho

Sadhusongho
Sadhusongho (The Third Home), a collection of Short Stories by Reza Ghatok, published by Al-Amin Prokashoni in February 2011, Cover photo: The Moses by Michel Angelo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Jiner Badshah


It may be necessary to use methods other than constitutional ones
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Ry‡qj gvgy KBjÑ IBWv Avgvi k¦ï‡ii N‡Uvbv|
GB mg‡q kvn‡bIqv‡Ri GKUv †dvb Avwmj| wei³ nBqv kvn KB‡jv NÈv `yB c‡i AvBZvwQ| GLb cvi“g bv| †Zviv hv ewjqv Kvnv‡K †h‡bv Kovfv‡e kvmvBj| Zvici Ry‡qj gvgy Avevi ïi“ KwijÑ 
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Zvici Avgvi kvDwo Avi †`wi Ki‡Z Pvb bv| †nq `v`x kvDwi‡i AvjwU‡gUvg w`‡jb Avcwb wKQz GKUv K‡ib Av¤§v| Avgvi †ewk fv‡jv †VK‡Q bv e¨vcviUv| Zvic‡ii w`b ivB‡Z k¦ïo gkvB Avevi hLb †dv‡b K_v KIqv ïi“ Ki‡Qb ZLb `v`x wMqv †nq‡i wRMvBjÑ ZzB Kvi j‡M G‡Zv K_v KBm evev| k¦ïo gkvB Bmvivq `v`x‡i hvB‡Z Kq| Zvici †dvb KvBUv w`qv KqÑ Avwg Rx‡bi mv‡_ K_v ewj, gv| †Zvgiv wWmUve© KB‡iv bv, hvI|
†ni K_v ïBbv Avgiv Av‡iv AevK nB| Kq wK nvjvi †cv? Rx‡bi j‡M K_v Kq? †ni †g‡q Avi Avwg Zvici cwiKíbv KBiv wVK KwiÑ Ibvi †Uwj‡dv‡b †Kg‡b Avwo cv‡Zvb hvq| eyw× evBi Kwi Kx K‡ivb hvq? GiIi j‡M civgk© K‡iv‡biI Dcvq bvB| ey‡Sv †Zv nvjvi k¦ï‡oi †KBm| †ni gvBqv Avevi Kx bv Kx fv‡e| evB‡ii KvD‡i Avevi KIb hvB‡Zv bv| Avgvi gv_vI nvjvi wVK g‡Zv KvR K‡i bv| Kx Kiv hvq?  
BKZvi“j GKevi †dvob KvwUjÑ †dvb KvBiv wbqv K_v KI bv K¨v?
Rev‡e Ry‡qj gvgy KBjÑ `y‡iv cv‡Mvj, k¦D‡oi †dvb wK Avi KvBiv †bIqv hvq? †nq Kx g‡b Ki‡e? †ni gvBqv Kx g‡b Ki‡e? Avgvi kvDwo, `v`x kvDwo †niv Kx g‡b Ki‡e? KB‡e nvjvi RvgvBWv `¨vL‡Qv †Kgyb †eqv`c! †nB wi· †bIb hvB‡Zv bv| Ggwb‡Z k¦ï‡oi evwo _vKZvwQ| Zvi Dc‡i Avevi †eqv`wc Ki‡j wK Pj‡ev? Avgiv Lvwj I‡qU KiZvwQ †`wL nvjvi †KBm †Kvbw`‡K Movq|
GBevi Zv‡`i K_v KI‡bi UvBg Av‡iv wcQvBj| ev‡ivUv GKUv ch©š— †niv K_v Kq bv| Avgiv NygvB †MwQ Av›`vR KBiv `yBUv AvovBUvq K_v KIqv ïi“ Kij Zviv| wKš‘ Avgiv †Zv NygvB‡Z cvwi bv| nvjvi Rx‡bi †PŠÏ ¸wô‡i V¨vsMvBqv w`‡Z g‡b Kq| Zvgvkv cvB‡Q? Avevi wKQz KB‡ZI cvwi bv nvjvi k¦D‡oi †KBm| gv_v VvÊv ivBLv Kvg Ki‡Z nB‡ev| Zvici Avgiv GKUv dvBbvj wm×v‡š— AvBjvg| `v`x‡i w`qv †dvb aivB‡ev|
ivZ AvovBUv| k¦ï‡ii Avevi †dvb Avmj| k¦ïi gkvB g‡b Ki‡Qb Avgiv mevB NygvB †MwQ| Dwb Rx‡bi mv‡_ K_v KB‡Z ïi“ Ki‡Qb| Avgiv ïbZvwQ †nq Lvwj evev evev KiZv‡Qb| Zvici Avgiv mevB Zuvi N‡i XyKjvg| AvR Avcbv‡K KB‡Z n‡e Kvi j‡M K_v e‡jb? Kx wb‡q K_v e‡jb? k¦ïi gkvB KB‡Z Pvb bv| Avgvi `v`x k¦vDwi, k¦vDwi, Avgvi †eŠ mevB wgj­v Avgiv Ibv‡i PvBcv aijvg| AvR KB‡Z n‡e NUbv Kx?
Zvici k¦ïi KB‡jbÑ Dwb Rx‡bi ev`kv| evsjv‡`‡k Dwb `yBRb †jvK LuyB¾v cvB‡Qb| GKRb Ibvi Lv‡`g Av‡iKRb Avwg| Avgv‡`i GB `yBRb‡K Dwb Avj­vni wKQz Dcnvi w`‡Z Pvb| Zvici Dwb †mŠw` Avie hvB‡eb nR Ki‡Z| Ibvi Lv‡`g _v‡Kb GKUv gvRv‡i| IBLv‡b Avgv‡i †`Lv Ki‡Z hvB‡Z KB‡Qb| AvMvgx Agvek¨vi ivB‡ZB Avgv‡i Ibvi Lv‡`‡gi Kv‡Q hvB‡Z KB‡Qb| Avgiv ZLb  Avev‡iv Rvb‡Z PvBÑ Rx‡bi ev`kvn Avi Kx Kx KB‡Qb?
k¦ïi gkvB KB‡jbÑ GKUv Mi“, GK gY wmwbœi Pvj Avi gvRv‡ii Rb¨ wKQz LiP m‡½ wb‡Z KB‡Qb|
Ñ gvRv‡ii LiP K‡Zv? Avgiv Rvb‡Z PvB|
Ñ GK jvL wek nvRvi UvKv| k¦ïi gkvBi Reve|
Ñ Avcwb Kx †mLv‡b hvB‡Z Pvb? Ibvi †g‡qi cÖkœ|
Ñ n¨v, Avwg AvMvgx Agvek¨vi ivB‡ZB hvB‡Z PvB|
Ñ wKš‘ RvqMvUv †Kv_vq? Avgiv wRÁvmv Kwi|
Ñ IUv evev wZb w`b Av‡M RvbvB‡eb|
Ñ Avcwb Kx hvB‡Z PvBZv‡Qb?
Ñ n¨v Avwg hvBe| k¦ï‡oi Kbwd‡W›Uwj Reve|
Ñ Dwb †h Rx‡bi ev`kvn Zv Avcwb †Kg‡b eyS‡jb?
Ñ Rx‡bi ev`kv‡K wbqv g¯‹iv Kiev bv Ry‡qj? Dwb mwZ¨B Rx‡bi ev`kvn| Dwb KB‡QbÑ †KviAvb kixd Ibvi gyL¯’|
Ñ Avi wK wK KB‡Qb? †ni gvBqv Rvb‡Z PvBj| k¦ïo gkvB KB‡jbÑ Dwb KB‡QbÑ Avgiv b~‡ii ˆZwi Avi †Zviv gvbyl| Avj­vn Avgv‡`i fy‡ji Rb¨ GKUv kvw¯— w`qv‡Qb| ZvB †Zv‡`i g‡Zv Avgiv c„w_ex‡Z emevm Ki‡Z cvwibv| Avgiv _vwK AvKv‡k| wKš‘ Avgv‡`iI Avj­vni †mev Ki‡Z nq| †KviAvb kixd co‡Z nq| bvgvR Kv‡qg Ki‡Z nq| gvby‡li DcKvi Ki‡Z nq| Avgv‡`i IciI Avj­vni my¯úó wb‡`©k Av‡QÑ †Zvgiv Avmj gymjgvb‡K me mgq DcKvi Kiev, Avi Avgvi K_v ¯§iY KivBqv †`ev| evsjv‡`‡k Avwg †gv‡U `yBRb LuvwU gymjgvb LyuBRv cvBwQ| GKRb GKUv gvRv‡ii Lvm Lv‡`g| hvi †gvevBj w`qv Avwg †Zv‡i †dvb Kwi| Av‡iKRb nBwj ZzB| Avwg †mŠw` Avi‡e nR cvj‡b hvevi Av‡MB †Zv‡`i `yBRb‡K Avj­vni cÖ`Ë IB Dcnvi¸‡jv w`qv hvB‡Z PvB| g‡b ivwLmÑ Agvek¨vi ivB‡Z Avgvi Lv‡`‡gi gvRv‡i ZzB Avmwe| hv hv KBwQ, †hfv‡e †hfv‡e KBwQ, me m‡½ Avbwe| Avi hw` †Kv‡bv fyj Kwim †Zvi wKš‘ A‡bK ¶wZ n‡e, g‡b ivwLm K_vUv| †Zvi esk wKš‘ wbe©sk nBqv hv‡e| †Zvi wb‡Ri g„Zy¨i mgqI cÖPzi Kó n‡e| †Zvi es‡k †KD Avi RxweZ _vK‡e bv| mevB AcNv‡Z gviv hv‡e| GKUv K_v ïay g‡b ivwLmÑ Avwg †Zvi Rx‡bi ev`kvn KBZvwQ| Avi Avgvi K_v ZzB bv ïb‡j ev AMÖvn¨ Ki‡jB †Zvi wKš‘ fvix wec` n‡e| ZzB wec` Pvm bvwK Avj­vni cvVv‡bv Dc‡XŠKb MÖnb Ki‡Z Pvm, Zv ZzB wVK Ki| g‡b ivwLmÑ c„w_ex‡Z †Zv‡`i mKj Kg©Kv‡Êi GKw`b wePvi n‡e| †ivR nvm‡ii w`b Avwg †Zvi c‡¶ bvwK wec‡¶ mvw¶ †`‡ev Zv ZzB wVK Ki| †n †eKzc gvbe mš—vb|
Zvici k¦ïi gkvB Avgv‡`i wkLv‡bv K_vq Rx‡bi ev`kvni Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jbÑ Av”Qv evev, Avcwb †Zv Rx‡bi ev`kvn| Avcwb †gvevB‡j K_v e‡jb Kxfv‡e? Rev‡e Rx‡bi ev`kv e‡jbÑ AvR Avi †Kv‡bv K_v bq| AvMvgxKvj wVK ivZ ev‡ivUvq Avwg †Zv‡i †dvb Kie| ZzB Avgvi GB bv¤^v‡i GK nvRvi UvKv cvVvBm| bB‡j †Zvi Ag½j n‡e| Avi †kvb, GB †dvbUv Avgvi Lv‡`‡gi| Dwb GKUv gmwR‡`i Bgvg| Dwb ivZ GMv‡ivUvq Nywg‡q c‡ob| Dwb Nywg‡q †M‡j Avwg Ibvi †dvb wbqv †Zv‡i †dvb Kwi, eySwj| Av‡iKUv K_v ZzB wek¦vm ivwLmÑ Rx‡biv mewKQz †`L‡Z cvq| GLb Nywg‡q co| Avi bvgvR Kvhv Kwim bv| `ywbqv `yB w`‡bi evnv`ywi| hv GLb Nygv| Avi †dv‡b UvKv cvVvB‡Z fywjm bv †h‡bv| nK gvIjv| Zvici Rx‡bi ev`kvni †dvb KvBUv hvq|
ciw`b k¦Di gkvB Ibvi IB †gvevBj bv¤^v‡i GK nvRvi UvKv cvVvb| wVK ivZ ev‡ivUvq Rx‡bi ev`kvn Avevi †dvb K‡ib| k¦ïi gkvB Gcv‡k Lvwj Rx evev, Rx evev Ki‡Z _v‡Kb| k¦ïi gkvB‡qi my¯úó aviYv Dwb Rx‡bi ev`kvn-B n‡eb| cy‡iv †KviAvb Ibvi gyL¯’| I‡bK mgq K_v bv KBqv Dwb ïay †KviAvb †Z‡jvqvZ K‡ib| Avgiv Av‡iv †ewk †ewk DwØMœ nB‡Z _vwK| k¦Di nvjvq Kx cvMj nBqv hvBZv‡Qb! bB‡j nvjvi GBiKg AvPiY †Kb Ki‡e? Dwb wVK Ki‡Qb eyaevi ivB‡Z Agvek¨v ïi“| Avi IB ivB‡ZB Dwb mewKQz wbqv iIbv n‡eb|
dqmvj wRMvBjÑ mwZ¨ mwZ¨B Dwb hvB‡Z Pvb? †Kv_vq hv‡eb? Ry‡qj gvgy Avevi KB‡Z ïi“ KijÑ hvIqv Dcj‡¶ Dwb eo GKUv Mi“ wKb‡Qb| GK gY wmwbœi Pvj wKb‡Qb| Avi gvRv‡ii LiP eve` GK jvL wek nvRvi UvKv Avjv`v KBiv ivL‡Qb| Avgiv †KD Ibv‡i wK”Qz †kvbvB‡Z cviZvwQ bv| Dwb nvjvi hvIqvi Rb¨ cv‡Mvj nBqv M¨v‡Q M¨v| nvjvq hv‡e-B hv‡e| k¦vDwo Avgvi cvM‡ji g‡Zv `vcvBZv‡Q| GLb Kx n‡e? `v`x k¦vDwo Pzc gvBiv M¨v‡Qb| †ni gvBqv Lvwj Avgv‡i Kq, Zzwg wKQz GKUv K‡iv| Avwg nvjvi ZLb gnv wec‡`| Kx Ki“g w`kv cvB bv| Zvici k¦ïo gkvB KvD‡i Avevi †dvb w`‡Z Pvq bv| Lvwj Zviv wb‡Riv K_v Kq| Avgiv †ni Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvBjvgÑ †nq Avc‡b‡i Kx w`qv hvBe| Rev‡e k¦ïo gkvB KB‡jbÑ Avj­vni cvVv‡bv Dcnvi| DcnviUv Kx? Rev‡e Dwb KB‡jbÑ †mvbvi gni| Avgiv mevB Pzc gvBiv _vwK| 
Zvici iweevi ivB‡Z Rx‡bi ev`kv †dvb KBiv k¦ïi gkvB‡i w`bvRcy‡ii GKUv gvRv‡ii wVKvbv †`b| Agvek¨vi ivB‡Z †ni Kv‡Q †mvbvi gni¸jv w`qv Dwb Avj­vni wb‡`©k cvjb Ki‡eb| Zvici wZwb †mŠw` Avi‡e iIbv n‡eb|  
Avgiv †ni Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvBÑ w`bvRcy‡i †Kvb gvRv‡ii K_v KB‡Q? Avi IBLv‡b Avcwb K¨vg‡b hv‡eb? Kxfv‡e hvB‡Z KB‡Q? Rev‡e k¦ïi gkvB KB‡jbÑ Avgv‡K MveZwj _vBKv ev‡m DV‡Z KB‡Qb| †h ev‡m Avwg DVe †mB ev‡mi bvg, wmU bv¤^vi Avi KqUvi Mvwo wW‡UBj Ibv‡i RvbvB‡Z KB‡Qb| evmv _vBKv iIbv †`qvi Av‡MI evev‡K GKevi †dvb KBiv RvbvB‡Z KB‡Qb| Avgiv Rvb‡Z PvB Avcwb Kx mwZ¨ mwZ¨B hvIqvi Rb¨ gb w¯’i Ki‡Qb? Avcwb hvB‡Z Pvb? k¦ïi gkvBi mvd ReveÑ bv wMqv Avgvi Avi †Kv‡bv Dcvq bvB| †Zvgiv Avj­vn Avj­vn K‡iv| bv hvB‡j Avgvi Av‡iv wec` n‡e| Avgiv Ave`vi KwiÑ Avgiv GKevi Rx‡bi ev`kvni m‡½ K_v KB‡Z PvB| wKš‘ k¦ïi gkvB ivRx nq bv| †nq g½jevi mviv w`b hvevi Rb¨ mewKQz †iwW Ki‡Z _v‡Kb| IB w`b Avgiv †KD Avi evB‡i hvB‡Z cvwi bvB K¨v|    
g½jevi ivZ †`oUvq Rx‡bi ev`kvn Avevi †dvb Ki‡jb| k¦ïi gkvB †dvb aBiv KB‡jbÑ Rx evev, Avwg †fv‡iB iIbv †`e| me wKQz wVK gZ ¸QvBwQ| GLb Avcbvi †`vqvq mKv‡j iIbv ne| wVK GB mgq Avgvi `v`x k¦vDwi wPrKvi KBiv I‡Vb| Kx‡mi Rxb †m? †` †dvbUv Avgv‡i †`| Avwg K_v Kgy| Icvk _vBKv Rx‡bi ev`kvn û¼vi †`bÑ †Zvi N‡i †g‡q gvby‡li KÉ K¨v‡bv‡i? ZzB wb‡Ri ¶wZ wb‡R WvBKv AvbQm! k¦ïi gkvB Reve †`bÑ Dwb Avgvi gv| Avcbvi mv‡_ K_v KB‡Z Pvq, evev| Rx‡bi ev`kvn Reve †`qÑ Avwg †g‡q gvby‡li m‡½ K_v ewj bv| ZzB Avm‡jB GKUv †evKv| ZzB wb‡Ri ¶wZ Avi Kwim bv| Avgvi K_v gZ GLbB iIbv †`|
`v`x k¦vDwi ZLb k¦ïi gkvBi KvQ _vBKv †dvb KvBov wbqv KB‡Z _v‡KbÑ ZzB †Kv_vKvi †Kvb Rxb Avgv‡i K? Avwg †Zvi Rx‡bi evc! kqZvb †Kv_vKvi? Avgv‡i wP‡bvm ZzB? †Zvi RxbwMwi Avwg cvwb‡Z PzevBqv QzWvBqv w`gy| dvwRj †Kv_vKvi? dvRjv‡gv cvB‡Qv?
Icvk †_‡K Rx‡bi ev`kvn Reve †`bÑ ZzB ¯^esk wbe©sk nwe| †Zvi N‡i `yejv MRv‡e| ZzB aŸsm nBqv hvwe| Iw`‡K k¦ïi gkvB mevB‡K mveavb KBiv †`bÑ Avgiv †h‡bv evevi mv‡_ †eqv`we bv Kwi| KviY, Dwb bvwK mwZ¨ mwZ¨B Rx‡bi ev`kvn| wKš‘ Avgvi `v`x k¦vDwi ZLb Rx‡bi ev`kvni m‡½ cÖPÊ MvjvMvwj‡Z wjß| GK ch©v‡q `v`xi _vBKv †dvbUv Avwg wbjvg| Rx‡bi ev`kvn‡i wRMvBjvgÑ Avcwb †Zv Rx‡bi ev`kvn| e‡jb †Zv Avwg †K? Avgvi evwo †Kv_vq? Avwg Kx Kwi? Avwg Avcbvi f‡³i wK nB? Avwg GKUv Aviwe eje Avcwb evsjv A_© ej‡eb?
Icvk _vBKv Rx‡bi ev`kvn Reve †`bÑ Avwg f³ Qvov Kv‡iv mv‡_ K_v KBbv| Avi ZzB Avgvi m‡½ †eqv`we KiQm| ZzBI giwe| †Zvi eD gi‡e| †Zvi eskI aŸsm n‡e| Avgvi m‡½ †eqv`we! Avwg cvëv cÖkœ KwiÑ w`bvRcy‡i †Kv_vq hvB‡Z n‡e K| †Zvi Rx‡bi ¸wô Avwg †`BLv Avmyg| dvwRj †Kv_vKvi? dvRjv‡gv cvBQm? †Zvi U¨vswi fvBsMv w`gy| Gevi Rx‡bi ev`kvi †gRvR Av‡iv Pov nq| Rx‡bi ev`kvn Rev‡e KqÑ †Zvi K¨vgyb ¶gZv cvi‡j ZzB w`bvRcy‡i Avq? †Zv‡i gvwUi m‡½ wgkvBqv †`e, kqZvb| Rx‡bi m‡½ †eqv`we! Bbmv‡b †Zvi esk aŸsm n‡q hv‡e, †`wLm|
Zvici Avwg Rx‡bi ev`kvn‡i KBÑ †Zvi G‡Zv ¶gZv _vK‡j cvi‡j ZzB XvKvq Avq? †`wL †Zvi †Kgb ¶gZv? Rx‡bi ev`kvn Rev‡e KqÑ Avwg XvKvq hvB bv| ZzB mvnm _v‡K †Zv w`bvRcy‡i Avq| Avi †kvb †dvbUv ZzB Avgvi f³‡i †`| bB‡j †Zvi GLbB i³ ewg ïi“ n‡e| Avi ZzB cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ wbwðš’ nBqv hvwe| c„w_exi Av‡jv evZvm †Zvi Rb¨ nvivg nBqv hv‡e|
Zvici †dvbUv Avwg Avevi k¦ïi gkvBi nv‡Z w`| Rx‡bi ev`kvn KqÑ †kvb, ZzB Avgvi m‡½ †eBgvbx KiQm| †Zvi esk aŸsm n‡q hv‡e| †Zvi †g‡q gi‡e| †Zvi eD gi‡e| †Zvi gv gi‡e| †Zvi †PŠÏ ¸wô gi‡e| ZzB giwe| †Zvi N‡i `ye©v Nvm MRv‡e| Avi †kvb, †Zvi Rb¨ GL‡bv GKUv †kl my‡hvM Av‡Q| gvRv‡ii LiP GLb †Zvi Rb¨ cuvP jvL jvM‡e| k¦ïi gkvB Gcv‡k ZL‡bv evev evev Ki‡Z _v‡Kb| Avi e‡jbÑ G‡Zv UvKv Avwg †Kv_vq cv‡ev evev? Rx‡bi ev`kvn Rev‡e KqÑ †Zvi UvKv Av‡Q Avwg Rvwb| Avgv‡K wg_¨v KB‡j †Zvi Av‡iv ¶wZ n‡e| fv‡jv Pvm †Zv AvR iv‡ZB iIbv †`| bB‡j mKv‡jB †Zvi N‡i Av¸b jvM‡e| †Zvi Rb¨ Avi gvÎ AvovB NÈv mgq Av‡Q| GLb ZzB wVK Ki| Kx Kiwe? Mi“, wmwbœi Pvj Avi UvKv wbqv iIbv w`we? bvwK esk wbqv giwe| ZzB wVK Ki| ZzB wVK Ki| ZzB B¾Z Ki| Ki Ki Ki Ki Ki ... ... ... |
Zvici Rx‡bi ev`kvn †dvb KvBUv †`q| k¦ïi gkvB nvq nvq Ki‡Z _v‡Kb| GLb Kx n‡e? ZvQvov Avgiv mevB A‡bK †eqv`we KiwQ Rx‡bi ev`kvni m‡½| Zvi ev Kx n‡e?
Zvici k¦ïi gkvB cuvP jvL UvKv wbqvB iIbv †`evi Rb¨ †iwW nBZv‡Qb| Avgv‡`i Kv‡iv K_v †nq ïb‡e bv| mviv N‡i GKUv DrKÉv| GBWv †Kv‡bv Kvg nBj? GLb Kx n‡e? k¦ïi gkvB Kv‡iv K_vB Avi ïb‡Z PvBZv‡Q bv| †nq cyiv †iwW| mviv N‡i GKUv jsKv KvÊ PjZv‡Q| k¦Di gkvB †iwW| Avgiv Ibv‡i hvB‡Z †`e bv| Dwb hv‡eb| GB jBqv gnv K¨vPvj| nvjvi cv‡Mvj‡i †KD aBiv ivL‡Z cv‡i bv| †nq hvBe B hvBe| †fvi‡ejv Avhvb †`evi Av‡M Av‡MB k¦Di gkvB Avgv‡`i kZ eviY Agvb¨ KBiv Rx‡bi ev`kvni D‡Ï‡k¨ iIbv w`‡jb| Avgiv Vvq k~b¨ N‡i eBmv _vKjvg|
Ry‡qj gvgyi Mí ejv †kl nq| Avgiv AÜKv‡i mevB Pzc gvBiv hvB| Avlv‡pi AvKv‡k ZLb Nb †g‡Ni ¸i“ M¤¢xi wbieZv| Zvici Kx nBj? A‡bK¶Y ïayB wbiveZv| ZLb Avevi Ry‡qj gvgy AÆnvmx w`qv KBjÑ IB w`b †fv‡iB wgicyi _vBKv nvDMvi †cvjv Rx‡bi ev`kvn i¨v‡ei nv‡Z †MÖdZvi nB‡Q| Rx‡bi ev`kv GLb i¨v‡ei eo g‡Wj| Bbmv‡bi g‡Wj|

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