Sadhusongho

Sadhusongho
Sadhusongho (The Third Home), a collection of Short Stories by Reza Ghatok, published by Al-Amin Prokashoni in February 2011, Cover photo: The Moses by Michel Angelo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Kobore Basobas


Crises and deadlocks when they occur have at least this advantage
 that they force us to think
Jawaharlal Nehru
 










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GKw`b ga¨iv‡Z Wjm nvD‡Ri bZ©Kx GKUz †h‡bvev Av‡MB Pwjqv Avwmqv‡Qb| ZvB KuvPv Nyg Qvwoqv Ke‡i Avkªq †bIqv wb‡MÖv †jvKUv‡K Kei Qvwoqv w`‡Z nBj| wKš‘ g‡b g‡b †jvKUv wm×vš— wbqv‡Qb NUbv †Kvb w`‡K Movq Zvnv †m †`wLqv Qvwo‡e| ZL‡bv mKv‡ji Av‡jv dzwU‡Z ïi“ K‡i bvB| AvKv‡ki Zviviv ZL‡bv wgwUwgwU R¡wjqv c„w_ex‡Z kx‡Zi ZxeªZv‡K `~i mb¨vmx‡`i g‡Zv cvnviv w`‡ZwQj| Kzqvkvi big Pv`‡i XvwKqv Av‡Q †MvUv Kei GjvKv| Zvnvi g‡a¨B IB wZb hyeZx bvixmn wi‡cvU©vi †jvKUv Av‡iv K‡qKRb mv½cv½ jBqv Kei GjvKvq Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z| Zvnv‡`i gwZ MwZ †`wLqv g‡b nBj †Kv‡bv wm‡bgvi nq‡Zv ï¨wUs ïi“ nB‡e| Ke‡i Avkªq †bIqv †jvKUv fvwej nq‡Zv Iiv meŸvB wm‡bvgvi †jvK| wKš‘ IB wZb hyeZx‡K †Kv‡bv wm‡bgvq †Kv‡bv w`b †m Awfbq Kwi‡Z †`‡L bvB| Zvn‡j GLb Zvnviv Kx Kwi‡e †m wKQzB eywS‡Z cvwij bv| wKš‘ Av‡qvRb †`wLqv wm‡bgvi ï¨wUs g‡b nB‡Z‡Q| ZvB ev¯‘nxb AvwRe wb‡MÖv †jvKUv A`~‡i Av‡iKUv cyivZb Ke‡ii g‡a¨ jyKvBqv jyKvBqv Zvnv‡`i Kvh©Kjvc †`wL‡Z jvwM‡jb|
wRIMÖvwd P¨v‡b‡ji wi‡cvU©vi wg÷vi wRId gvk©vj †Wvivi Ewbk eQ‡ii cyiv‡bv Ke‡ii mvg‡b Nb Kzqvkvi AveQv Av‡jv Avuavixi g‡a¨ Zuvnvi wZb Kb¨v W‡ivw_ m‡ivw_ I wZ‡gw_i ¯^„wZPviY aviY Kwi‡Z jvwM‡jb| W‡ivw_ KwnjÑ Avgiv hLb gvÕ‡K nvivB ZLb Avgvi eqm GMv‡iv m‡ivw_i AvU Avi wZ‡gw_i cuvP| wVK Kx N‡UwQj Avgiv GK`g eyS‡Z cvwiwb| gvSiv‡Z evev nVvr Avgv‡`i Nyg †_‡K Zz‡j ev·‡cUv mn Zvovû‡ov K‡i GKUv IqvM‡b Zzj‡jb| m‡ivw_ LyDe †Ku‡`wQj| AvwgI| wZ‡gw_ evevi †Kv‡j ï‡q ï‡q ZLb Nygvw”Qj| Avgiv †Kv_vq hvw”Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡j evev ïay AvgZv AvgZv K‡i wK †h‡bv e‡jwQj| Zvici agK w`‡q e‡jwQj PzcPvc e‡m _v‡Kv bB‡j NygvI| gv hv‡e bv ? cÖkœ Kivq m‡ivw_i w`‡K evev ZLb fqvj †Pv‡L ïay GKevi ZvwK‡qwQj| c‡i KLb †h Avgiv mviv c_ Nywg‡q c‡iwQ bvwK †R‡M wQjvg AvR Avi Zv g‡b co‡Q bv| eW©vi †µvm Kivi mgq evevi m‡½ cywj‡ki †jvK‡`i ZLb Kx wb‡q †h‡bv GKevi SMov n‡qwQj| evevi wPrKvi †PuPv‡gwP‡Z Avgiv †R‡M †`wL bZzb GKUv RvqMvq Avgiv Mvwo‡Z e‡m AvwQ| Av‡M KL‡bv GBLvbUvq Avwmwb| c‡i evev Kxfv‡e †h‡bv cywj‡ki †jvK‡`i g¨v‡bR K‡iwQj| GKUv bZzb MÖv‡g evev Avgv‡`i wb‡q hvw”Qj| Avi wZ‡gw_ Nyg †_‡K RvMvi c‡i hLb gv gv KiwQj, ZLb evev e‡jwQj Avgv‡`i bZzb evwoUvq †Zvgvi gv Av‡MB P‡j †M‡Qb| GLb kvš— nI|
gvk©vj Gevi wZ‡gw_‡K cÖkœ Kwi‡jbÑ gv‡qi K_v †Zvgvi Kx wK”Qz g‡b Av‡Q ? Rev‡e †Wvivi †QvU Kb¨v wZ‡gw_ ewjjÑ gvÕ‡K Avwg LyDe wgm Kwi| GL‡bv gv‡qi Nyg covwbi Mvb Avgvi Kv‡b ev‡R| gv LyDe fv‡jv W¨vÝ Ki‡Z cvi‡Zv| mgq †c‡jB Avgv‡K gv W¨vÝ K‡i †`Lv‡Zv| gv hLb GK nvZ gv_vi Dc‡i Avi GK nvZ †Kvg‡i †i‡L m~h©gyLx dz‡ji g‡Zv dz‡j dz‡j Ny‡i Ny‡i Avm‡Zv, Zv †`‡L Avwg LyDe gRv †cZvg| gv Avgv‡K me‡P‡q †ewk Av`i Ki‡Zv| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK gv‡qi gyLUv GLb Avi Avwg g‡bB Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Z‡e gv LyDe j¤^v wQj|  
gvk©vj Gevi m‡ivw_‡K cÖkœ Kwi‡jbÑ gv‡K Zzwg Kxfv‡e g‡b †i‡L‡Qv ? Rev‡e †Wvivi †g‡Sv Kb¨v m‡ivw_ ewjjÑ gv LyDe my›`i myi K‡i Mvb MvB‡Zv| gvÕi LvIqvi ÷vBjUv wQj †ek e‡bw`| †QvU‡ejvq Avwg wb‡Ri nv‡Z LvIqv wkL‡Z gvÕi Kv‡Q LyDe eKzwb †L‡qwQ| gv‡qi †h wRwbmUv Avwg LyDe cQ›` KiZvg Zv nj gvÕi Mv‡qi NÖvY| wVK evZvwe †jeyi M‡Üi g‡Zv gvÕi kixi †_‡K GKUv wgwó MÜ Avm‡Zv| gvÕi Kv‡Q wNl‡j Avwg eyK f‡i IB ZuvRv NÖvYUv wbZvg| Avi gv LzDe D”P¯^‡i nvm‡Zv| G‡Kev‡i cÖvY‡Lvjv nvwm| GL‡bv gvÕi IB nvwmUv Avgvi w`weŸ g‡b Av‡Q|
b¨vkbvj wRIMÖvwd P¨v‡b‡ji wi‡cvU©vi wRId gvk©vj Gevi cÖm½ cwieZ©b Kwi‡jb| evev Avi gvÕ‡qi g‡a¨ †Zvgv‡`i Kv‡Q †K †ek wcÖq wQ‡jb ? †Wvivi wZb Kb¨v cÖvq mg¯^‡iB ewjqv DwVjÑ Aek¨B evev|
Ñ KviY ? gvk©v‡ji cvëv cÖkœ|
Ñ evev KL‡bvB Avgv‡`i eyS‡Z †`q wb †h Avgv‡`i †Kv‡bv gv‡qi cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡K wK evevB wQ‡jb Avgv‡`i gv-evev `y‡UvB| W‡ivw_ GKUz _vwgj| †mB duv‡K m‡ivw_ ewjjÑ evev Avgv‡`i mewKQz wkwL‡q‡Q| Kx K‡i Pzj eva‡Z nq| Kx K‡i cwi¯‹vi cwi”Qbœ _vK‡Z nq| Kx K‡i GKRb gvby‡li m‡½ K_v ej‡Z nq mewKQz| m‡ivw_‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q wZ‡gw_ KwnjÑ †KvbUv fv‡jv KvR Avi †KvbUv Lvivc KvR evev Avgv‡`i‡K Zv wkwL‡q‡Q| evevi Avm‡j mewKQzB fv‡jv wQj| ïay gvÕi cÖm½ Avm‡j evev †Kgb giv eUMv‡Qi g‡Zv PzcPvc n‡q †h‡Zv| gv‡qi nvwi‡q hvevi MíUv evev †Kv‡bvw`bB Avgv‡`i e‡jwb|
gvk©vj Avev‡iv cÖm½ e`j Kwi‡jbÑ gv evev KL‡bv gvivgvwi ev SMov K‡iwb ? †Wvivi eo Kb¨v W‡ivw_ Rev‡e KwnjÑ evev-gvÕi g‡a¨ LyDe Kg mgqB SMov n‡Zv| Avi †miKgwU n‡j Avgiv wZb †evb GK N‡i jywK‡q _vKZvg| c‡i hvi Av‡M gb fv‡jv n‡Zv †mB Avgv‡`i Av‡M Kv‡Q WvK‡Zv| Lvevi w`‡Zv ev wb‡q co‡Z em‡Zv| Z‡e GKevi Zv‡`i gvivgvwi Ki‡Z †`‡LwQ| ZLb wZ‡gw_ G‡Kev‡i wcw”Q| Zv‡`i we‡qi wZb eQ‡ii gv_vq| Avgvi Avi m‡ivw_i Rb¥ Zv‡`i we‡qi Av‡M| ïay wZ‡gw_i Rb¥ we‡qi c‡i| m¤¢eZ †mwU wQj Zv‡`i _vW© †gwiR wmwigwb| mܨvq Avgiv mevB cvwU©‡Z †MwQ| gv‡qi †Kvb GK eÜzi AvMgb‡K wN‡iB IB gvivgvwi| Avgiv cy‡ivUv †`L‡Z cvBwb| KviY, Zvi Av‡MB bvbxgv Avgv‡`i Mvwo‡Z K‡i evwo‡Z wb‡q hvb| c‡i `yBRb‡KB nvmcvZv‡j †h‡Z n‡qwQj wUªU‡g›U wb‡Z|
gvk©vj Avev‡iv cÖkœ Kwi‡jbÑ †Zvgvi gv‡qi Kx A‡bK eq‡d«Û wQj ? hv †Zvgvi evev mn¨ Ki‡Zb bv ? W‡ivw_ GKUz _vwgqv Avevi KwnjÑ wVK A‡bK bv| K‡qKRb Kv‡Qi eÜz wQj| evevi m‡½ Zv‡`iI eÜzZ¡ n‡qwQj| Z‡e †Kv‡bv cvwU©‡Z gv Zv‡`i m‡½ †M‡j evev bv wM‡q evwo‡Z _vK‡Zv A_ev gvQ wkKv‡i †ewo‡q †h‡Zv| evevi wQj cÖPÊ gvQ aivi †bkv| KL‡bv KL‡bv evev Uvbv wZb w`b gvQ ai‡Zv| Avi gv †mB my‡hv‡M Gw`‡K Zvi eÜz‡`i m‡½ cvwU©‡Z Nyi‡Zv| c‡i Aek¨ gv-B Zvi eÜz‡`i mn evev‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Zv †Kv‡bv cwiwPZ gvQ aivi Lvj †_‡K| Z‡e gvÕi GK wb‡MÖv eq‡dÛ‡K evev GK`g mn¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡Zv bv|
gvk©vj Gevi cÖm½ e`j Kwiqv Rvwb‡Z PvwnjÑ GBLv‡b †Zvgiv gv‡qi Kei Kxfv‡e Avwe¯‹vi Kwi‡j ? Rev‡e cÖvq mg¯^‡i †Wvivi wZb Kb¨v KwnjÑ evevi Wv‡qwi c‡o|
Ñ KLb cÖ_g GUv Rvb‡j ? gvk©v‡ji cvëv cÖkœ|
Ñ evevi g„Zz¨i cici wZb eQi Av‡M| wZ‡gw_ Reve w`j|
Ñ wZb eQi c‡i †K‡bv gv‡qi Kei †`L‡Z Avm‡j ?
Ñ Avm‡j gv †Zv †mB Ewbk eQi nq Avgv‡`i m‡½ †bB| evevi Wv‡qwi †_‡K hLb mewKQz ïbjvg ZLb cÖ_‡g Avi Avgv‡`i gv‡qi Kei †`L‡Z B‡”Q K‡iwb| ZvQvov mgq GKUv wekvj d¨v±i| wfmv Sv‡gjv| GB me| m‡ivw_ Reve w`j|
Ñ gv‡qi Kei †`‡L †Kgb Abyf~wZ nj ?
Ñ G‡Zv¸‡jv eQi c‡i Avm‡j †mB Abyf~wZUv Avi Ifv‡e KvR K‡iwb| bigvwj Ke‡ii cv‡k †hgb jvMvi K_v †ZgbB †j‡M‡Q| Avi GLv‡b Avmvi ci cÖvq †ivRB Avgiv gv‡qi Ke‡ii Kv‡Q AvmwQ| wKš‘ K‡qK w`b a‡i GKUv wRwbm Avgv‡`i LyDe wPš—vq †d‡j w`‡q‡Q| GKUv wb‡MÖv †jvK‡K †`wL cÖvqB gv‡qi Kei †_‡K †ei n‡Z| wKš‘ †m Avgv‡`i m‡½ †Kv‡bv K_v e‡jb bv| PzcPvc †nu‡U P‡j hvb| W‡ivw_ Reve w`‡ZwQj|
Ñ †jvKUv‡K †`L‡j Kx g‡b nq ?
Ñ g‡b nq †jvKUv nq‡Zv GKUv wf¶zK| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q †m †Kv‡bv w`b wKQzB Pvq wb| wZ‡gw_ Reve w`j|
Ñ †jvKUvi eqm K‡Zv ? gvk©vj cvëv cÖkœ Kwi‡jb|
Ñ wddwU wm·wU n‡e nq‡Zv| wKš‘ †m Avgv‡`i †`L‡jB PzcPvc P‡j hvq| m‡ivw_ Reve w`j|
Ñ RxweZ _vK‡j †Zvgvi gv‡qi eqm K‡Zv n‡Zv ? gvk©v‡ji cvëv cÖkœ|
Ñ G eQi wLª÷gv‡mi c‡iB gv‡qi wddwU n‡Zv| wZ‡gw_ Reve w`j|
G‡Zv¶Y wRId gvk©vj †Wvivi wZb Kb¨vi m‡½ K_v ewjevi mgq Kei GjvKvq GKUv wRwbm †Lqvj Kwij †h GKUv Kv‡jv †jvK `~i †_‡K Kzqvkvi mv‡cvU© wbqv Zvnv‡`i Kvh©µg ch©‡e¶Y Kwi‡ZwQj| K¨v‡givg¨vb‡K Bmviv Kwi‡jb †MvUv Kei GjvKv †h‡bv wewfbœfv‡e Ryg Kwiqv wfwWI K‡i|
Kzqvkvi Pv`i gywo †`Iqv Kei GjvKvq ax‡i ax‡i mKv‡ji Av‡jv dzwU‡Z jvwMj| K¨v‡givg¨vb K¨v‡givi †QvÆ gwbU‡i †Lqvj Kwi‡jb `~‡i GKUv cyivbv Ke‡ii wfZi nB‡Z GKUv wb‡MÖv †jvK Zvnv‡`i Dci A‡b¶Y awiqv bRi`vwi Kwi‡Z‡Qb| welqUv †m wi‡cvU©vi wRId gvk©vj‡K AewnZ Kwi‡jb| gvk©vj welqwU LyDe ¸i“‡Z¡i m‡½ wPš—v Kwi‡Z jvwM‡jb|
Ggwb‡Z GB KeiUv wbqv mviv kn‡iB GKUv ¸Re iwnqv‡Q| †Wviv bv‡gi †h bZ©Kxi GB Kei ewjqv Zuvnvi wZb Kb¨v `vex Kwi‡Z‡Qb †mB gwnjv‡K bvwK AwfRvZ cvovi bvPN‡i GL‡bv A‡b‡K mܨvi Av‡jv Avuavwi‡Z †`wL‡Z cvb| Avevi Zuvnvi wZb Kb¨vi `vex gv‡qi wb‡MÖv GK eÜz‡K Zvnv‡`i evev e‡ovB AcQ›` Kwi‡Zb| Zvn‡j IB wb‡MÖv †jvKUv m¤ú‡K© GKUz †LuvR Lei bv jB‡j GB wi‡cvU©Uv Am¤ú~Y© _vwKqv hvBevi AvksKv _v‡K ?
†Wvivi wZb Kb¨vi B›UviwfD †kl Kwiqv b¨vkbvj wRIMÖvwd P¨v‡b‡ji wi‡cvU©vi wRId gvk©vj Zuvnvi K¨v‡giv BDwbU jBqv ZvB IB wb‡MÖv †jvKwUi wcQ‡b avIqv Kwi‡jb| Avðv‡h©i welq nBj wb‡MÖv †jvKUvI cyivbv Kei nB‡Z DwVqv D‡aŸ©k¦v‡m w`Kwew`K †`uŠovB‡Z jvwMj| hvnv †`wLqv †Wvivi wZb Kb¨v W‡ivw_ m‡ivw_ Avi wZ‡gw_ wKsKZ©e¨wegyp nBqv Ke‡ii cv‡kB LuvovBqv iwnj|
 
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